I miss having people to talk to on a regular basis.
But, at the same time, it's kinda my own fault. I set myself up for failure when I refuse to associate with anyone directly for days.
Lately, I just don't want to let anyone in so easily. I mean, I lost my best fucking friend, who said she was gonna stay by my side. And really, right now, more than anything, I just want her back. But I know it's not happening, or it would have already.
I've been trying to fill that void with *oh boy* dating. But it seems like everyone nowadays just wants sex. I have no problem with sex at this point, just to have some form of contact, but if I actually ju